Why?

Why don't you love me, why do you like to see me suffer? I'ts funny? Cause for me, IT'S NOT. All my days are sad because of you, I just wanna cry all the time. And this pain in my chest don't let me move on. Every day that pass I have more fear to loose you, because I still love you. You call me "love of your life" , but is that really what you feel? Cause I have my doubts... Love me and prove me that, so I can spare my heart :c