Strange feelings

I don't know what's happening to me, I miss you all the time, I want you here :\ . But the clock is running, and you still didn't show up, and I don't know what to do. But I shouldn't feel this way, because you're just a friend. I like you... as a friend. So what the fuck it's happening to me?! I'm I out of my fuckin' mind?!

The answer: YES -.-